Wednesday, March 26, 2008

Day 24 - March 26, 2008

Sometimes friends don't end up helping.

Today started off less than amazing. Got my less than spectacular grades.

My mom, endeavoring to make me feel better, decides to get me off of my butt and takes me and my brother out to lunch. My mother and I discuss everything, and i end up feeling much better.

Then i get back, with supplies in hand to start a cool project i had found on the internet.

and then an AIM window popped up.

It was my friend, She wanted to help, and so i asked her for some advice on my current predicament.

It didn't exactly help, it made me feel worse actually. I can she what she was getting at, but her choice of words, and the way she presented her advice just made me feel worse. burdened. choiceless.

i've been trying to shake it since. I haven't been crocheting at all, i just don't feel up to it at all.

So i tell my friend that she hadn't exactly been contributing to my happiness.

And she brings the problem right back up, and gives me her advice again.

After accidentally hurting someone once, i would hope that she would know not to do it again.

but she did.

o well.

maybe tomorrow will be better.

-Brian

1 comments:

Anonymous said...

My advice is to focus on the future. "Learn" from the past, but don't let the past depress you. No matter how hard you may try, you cannot change these set of grades, they are set in stone. However, you have full control over your next set of grades. Embrace it and show no mercy! --U. Steve